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You wanna know why? Its cause I can never get anything finished! I want to write stories for you people to enjoy, but after writing a couple chapters something in me makes me change my mind and then I delete the pages, start over, get tired of that version delete and get continue until the point that I just delete them and give up and move on to something else!

For those of you who don't know I have ADHD, and I feel like its much worse than what I thought it was. I start a series, I'm happy with it, after sometime I read it and for some reason I'm not happy with it and I'm like "Why would I write that?". It really makes me mad at myself and it makes me feel like I'm letting you guys down! I want to write stories for people to enjoy but I always delete them cause after some time I'm suddenly not happy with what I've done! I'm in this constant loop that I'm afraid I can't get out of! Writing stories and being happy with them, then ADHD kicks in and is like "What the hell is this?". Not only that, but lately I've had the worlds biggest Idea Block. I can't come up with new ideas, I can't come up with new chapters for anything, and I'm in a constant battle trying to determine if I'm happy or not and its really annoying.

I just want to write stories for people, but this stupid ADHD keeps getting in the way. I feel like I'm failing you guys, and it makes me sad but also angry at myself. And it really doesn't help when my stories get so little views and rarely even 1 favourite. I mean- *sigh*. What do you want from me? What am I doing wrong? Cause I work really hard on those, you couldn't imagine the stress I get writing, and I think the reason I get stressed, is cause I'm worried that the same thing is gonna happen, the story gets like 10 views, no favourites not even comments, and I feel like all that time I've put in is wasted.

It upsets me yet makes me angry at the same time. I want people to enjoy my stories but it seems like no one even likes them or pays any attention.

Dangerdude991 and demdragon. These two I cannot thank enough. They're the only people who encourage me on my stories, while I've never met either of them in real life, I still like to consider them friends. I feel like their the only one's who appreciate my stories and encourage me to continue. But, why? Why should I continue to make stories when no one even seems to like them? I don't write these stories just cause I like them, I write them cause I want you to like them. I want people to appreciate all the time and effort I put into these stories and I can never get that! And maybe that's another reason why I can never finish a story. Cause I feel like no one appreciates or enjoys them.

Clearly I'm doing something wrong and no one is telling me what. So please, tell me. Tell me what I'm doing wrong. What are you interested in? What is something that you would enjoy reading? I want to reach out to you guys. I want to write stories, but the way I'm going apparently isn't working. I want to make you happy, I want you to enjoy reading what I make. And clearly I'm not doing that yet.

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Welcome to my Deviantart! Here you will find Stories, FNAF edits/photoshops, and other random stuff! Look around, there's gotta be something you like! I'm a big fan of video games, I own 48, I also like Anime, Music, and writing stories.

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:iconnathalation:
Nathalation Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist
I know your Account of gamejolt, I have Visited
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TJBladeX Featured By Owner 1 day ago
Thanks. ^^
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Megachu2465 Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Professional General Artist
I have an upcoming sprite battle with a certain spike head and I was wondering if I should use ssj, ssjg, normal, or ssjgssj
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TJBladeX Featured By Owner 6 days ago
Actually its referred to as SSGSS.

In my opinion SSG or SSGSS, their Goku's top forms.
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Megachu2465 Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Professional General Artist
ok
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nekomaster1000 Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2015  Hobbyist
Thanks for joining the group! :D
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:icontjbladex:
TJBladeX Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2015
Glad to be in it! :D
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Megachu2465 Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015  Professional General Artist
He's Been waiting abandoned and patient so long. Savage masked Ghost story from the past he Roams. He said Follow Me. Over 30 years ago, when he took them down below, but tonight he walks again so step inside enjoy the show.
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Megachu2465 Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015  Professional General Artist
Deeds so rotten came back to haunt him they know. Forever changed, he wears his spring locked grave alone.
All the horrors have been sealed, boarded up they were concealed. But its time for the real monster's face to finally be revealed.
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:icontjbladex:
TJBladeX Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015
Is this some kind of poem of SpringTrap?
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demdragon Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2015  Student Artist
So what no Night 2 for he's everywhere
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:icontjbladex:
TJBladeX Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2015
Who's everywhere?
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demdragon Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2015  Student Artist
The one that has golden Freddy
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TJBladeX Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2015
Oh yeah, that one! What about it? Want me to make another one?
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